TIPSY THOUGHTS

Who would have thought everything would be abnormal
Even when d lights were fading,it looked normal
Here we are,its all gone
Nothing has taken a turn


As if life was stagnant
He couldn't recall any fragment
He sighed,couldn't make any statement
Perchance he was under a tent.
A covering which reduced his breath
Lost he was in this so called earth


A Windy feeling erupted out of nowhere
He murmured,What is here
Look at me,what did I wear
No one could hear
He was all alone in the rear
Tho,He had no fear
But was in tears

A river poured on him
He was awaken to life
Then he realised it was all imagination
A faction of his mind

INNOCENT DAYS

_All we did was catch fun_
_No one cared about the word,rum_
_But we sure have a friend called run_
_With a stick as Gun_
_We chase our dear ones_
_Apprehending them, we exchanged turns_
_Other times we settle for football_
_With the owner of the ball making the call_
_Playing more than three roles, he mustn't fall_
_If he did, the match has hit the wall_
_Scattered we will, but no grudges are held within_
_Those days are over, I concluded_


_Playing Daddy and mummy, we loved_
_Once our parents are out, we are moved_
_Under our self-made canopy, we played_
 _immoral thoughts, we caged_
_Vulgar acts,we were uninformed_
_Those days are over, I concluded_


_Waking with a swollen face_
_We laugh it out because today is another case_
_All we thought about was the race_
_We agreed to meet at the base_
_A  place we knew our parents can't trace_
_There we were, till the sun lost it place_
_Receiving punishment,contented we are but it didn't show on our faces_
_Those days are over, I concluded_


_When all days seems the same_
_We didn't care about the fame_
_Understood life as it came_
_Worries and problems,didnt have a name_
_All we cared about is to enjoy the moment_
_Showing to friends our precious locket_
_Daily, we waited for the rooster to crow_
_We couldn't wait to grow_
_Those days are over,i concluded_


_As I looked back in time_
_Oblivious of my environment_
_Everything seemed to come to light_
_Many a time, I wondered when this all started_
_When words aren't given there actual meaning_
_When our innuendos became malicious_
_When men and women can't be distinguished_
_Albeit, no answer vacillated_
_With what is happening presently, I was bemoaned_
_My thoughts became beclouded_
_Lost I was,in this state trying to apprehend this catastrophe, I was bemused_
_Those days are over, I concluded_



_*@ Am Usman*_
*_inspired to write,write to inspire_*

UBIQUITOUS

PS: Prevalent

_Sometimes I think and thinking won't be efficacious_
_Everything is just there_
_Popping up,_
_Like fishes playing in an ocean_
_Where there are no rules_
_No rules and no laws_
_My state of mind, a chaos state_
_An uproar which didn't roar_
_The noise which makes me suffer and doesn't require a coin_
_Holding my pen,pointing it towards my book,I looked_
_Looking at everything I chuckled_
_Knowing I haven't fumbled_
_But my mind was trembling_



_Like chairs and tables it became inevitable_
_Lying to oneself, it became formidable_
_Rather than accepting and concluding its_ _insurmountable_
_I stared ,trying to assimilate the impossible_
_But I was lacking_
_It has started fighting_
_And had already won before it came knocking_


_Thinking about how I was easily defeated_
_I murmured ,I was cheated_
_Deep down, I knew my_ _defence has been forfeited_
_Forfeited by my warriors_
_The warriors I trained to be furious_
_How did that happen,I was curious_
_Even as I was cautious_
_But something was conscious_
_It was all games of the mind_
_That usually happens to my kind._


*@ Am Usman*

DAUNTLESS

_Owing to his birth_
_Death ran like a moth_
_Nature couldn't contain its happiness_
_Enormously, the maker has released a kindness_
_Referred to as his highness_
_And no one considered him a nonsense_

_Shove off its feet to anything disrespecting_
_He was born to rule over everything_
_His gaze tastes like a bitter cane_
_And not dared to be pronounced was his name_
_He didn't consider his underlings as the same_
_Categorised them based on reasons that are lame_

_All of them became devastated_
_This wasn't anticipated_
_To him,this devastation cannot be communicated_
_Who would dare_
_This isn't fair, the stone said_
_As this was getting complicated_
_They concluded the throne needs to be abdicated_


_He had a mole in nature_
_Who informed him of the plans and its nature_
_He had failed nature_
_Killed its culture_
_And won't want a bad future_
_He sent himself out of nature through torture..._


*@ Am Usman*

Love

They say love is blind 
I think it's kind
A feeling which Is one of a kind
Thinking of only you in my mind 
Things i do for love
People sometimes think i am off
I don't concur, because I am tough
Love is a feeling 
It has a meaning
It doesn't need reason 
It doesn't require your consent
It just develop without license 
My love for you is undisputed 
Although you might not be contented 
I will show you I am committed 
Make me your heartthrob. 
So together, our hearts can rob
My heart has been robbed 
I let it get robbed 
Although you know you are the one 
Don't forget my love is the one 
It all have been trying to prove 
Away from me, you move
Don't forget I said 
As I bade
I wave and
Said 
I love u.

Pint of love

_At a time everything seems gay_
_All we did was to slay_
_We didn't think of making the hay_
_We Just enjoyed our play_
_Committed to each other without saying nay_
_We didn't care about what people say_
_We neglected their way_


_Right before she left me for good_
_I even gave her my food_
_paid for everything,including her looks_
_Travelled with her like she is my goods_
_Took her everywhere,even to the moon_
_With that I wasn't rude_
_Just then she dropped the boom_
_It's over, I heard_
_What have I done wrong?_
_I wondered._

_Those times I was more than a slave_
_As if she locked my brain in the cave_
_Families and friends said everything,even waved_
_To me, they were just saying_
_gave her my everything down to my body cells_
_There I was enjoying my slavery_
_Blinded by the perfect love I thought_
_But ignoramus that I was being used_
_Used like a towel_
_And discarded like a tissue_

_Thinking about everything_
_I smiled in tears_
_looked at myself_
_preoccupied in my thoughts_
_WHAT I DID FOR LOVE_
_Was the justification_

*@ Am Usman*

Drowning in Love

_There I was all alone_
_Playing with a stone_
_Snapping selfie with my phone_
_Don't know at a point my heart can be blown_
_But I didn't know_

_One day my heart went for a stroll_
_Still empty like a bowl_
_Walking towards a poll_
 _I sighted your heart_
_I knew it was the one so i didn't fart_
_Moving towards it I decided to mingle_
_in the process, I fell for you like a sickle_
_Then from that day, I fell continuously_
_Till one day, I decided to dominate your heart piously_
_of which you did the same with mine_

_And here we are_
_with our hearts already one_

_Anytime I look at you_
_i see more than I can contain_
 _The more I look at you,_
 _I fall in awe_
_My mouth continues to stare at you_
_When I see other girls,they just look beautiful_
_When ever I see you,you are the beauty itself_
_You are an epitome of beauty,_
_You are a flawless black beauty_
_Am always emotional whenever I see you_
*_because
_I am drowning in your love_


_*@ am usman*_

The Syndicate

For the covers of the soil blurs it all
Even at a point you notice the call
You don't tend to give in to your instincts
You then ponder over the killings

Just at that point you see the sun shining
You presume everything comes with a silver lining
Then you see them, running haphazardly
Not knowing the source of the mayhem but only to ponder calmly
What is happening?

Then it all seems clear
You see their faces as they stare
All wrapped up like a corpse
Leaving them with no choice
They were carried away by their noise
Only to wait for judgement.

As he awaited judgement his wrap keep lingering
Like a writing on the wall,
Very conspicuous,
What can he do when it seems like a mirage?
When his mind plays trick on him?
And his instinct a fog.

INNOCENT DAYS

_All we did was catch fun_
_No one cared about the word,rum_
_But we sure have a friend called run_
_With a stick as Gun_
_We chase our dear ones_
_Apprehending them, we exchanged turns_
_Other times we settle for football_
_With the owner of the ball making the call_
_Playing more than three roles, he mustn't fall_
_If he did, the match has hit the wall_
_Scattered we will, but no grudges are held within_
_Those days are over, I concluded_


_Playing Daddy and mummy, we loved_
_Once our parents are out, we are moved_
_Under our self-made canopy, we played_
 _immoral thoughts, we caged_
_Vulgar acts,we were uninformed_
_Those days are over, I concluded_


_Waking with a swollen face_
_We laugh it out because today is another case_
_All we thought about was the race_
_We agreed to meet at the base_
_A  place we knew our parents can't trace_
_There we were, till the sun lost it place_
_Receiving punishment,contented we are but it didn't show on our faces_
_Those days are over, I concluded_


_When all days seems the same_
_We didn't care about the fame_
_Understood life as it came_
_Worries and problems,didnt have a name_
_All we cared about is to enjoy the moment_
_Showing to friends our precious locket_
_Daily, we waited for the rooster to crow_
_We couldn't wait to grow_
_Those days are over,i concluded_


_As I looked back in time_
_Oblivious of my environment_
_Everything seemed to come to light_
_Many a time, I wondered when this all started_
_When words aren't given there actual meaning_
_When our innuendos became malicious_
_When men and women can't be distinguished_
_Albeit, no answer vacillated_
_With what is happening presently, I was bemoaned_
_My thoughts became beclouded_
_Lost I was,in this state trying to apprehend this catastrophe, I was bemused_
_Those days are over, I concluded_



_*@ Am Usman*_
*_inspired to write,write to inspire_*

#TEEF

sculpted by the sculptor in a beautiful way
with the wind dancing to the tune of her voice
her smile, a cure to the blind
And her walking steps piercing the earth
with her eyes shining like a blinking light
submitted to her doorstep was heart of different kinds


laying eyes on her, my heart becomes agitated
with hormonal secretion elevated
my heart began to deviate from what I prognosticated
shy away I couldn't because this feeling was been felicitated

Lateef, Lateef, called out my heart
wake up,don't take the fall
don't think about the blinking light
cross not the boundary, it can lead to a fight

with her charisma engulfing me like Amoeba
of which when am with her, my troubles I don't remember
i didn't know I have fallen for ever
my heart has been ridden like a pedal

i tried telling my heart to stop
it didn't reply to the fact
then I checked,only to find out at last
My heart has been STOLEN

GUILTY PLEASURE

Guilty pleasure
alloyed treasure
without a measure
absence of pressure
karma not kept in mind during leisure
aftermath,mind reaps the guilty pleasure

  
  Oh goodness_
_Was all he murmured_
_As he couldn't contain what he witnessed_
_Not this time around he thought_
_He had put everything at stake_
_his heart was already stuck to it ,_
_He didn't give in to the rumblings within_
_So He couldn't keep away_


_He was awfully brazen_
_Feeling lost in his own world_
_A world he couldn't resist._
_A world he knew so much about_
_Facing the soil, his soul wished to be swallowed_
_Swallowed and not forever be retrieved_
_As what's at stake haunts him_
_He knew this would hurt his maker_
_But he was satisfied with his actions_

_Ouch ouch ouch_
_Her voice in his mind tintinnabulated with symphony_
_With other voices in synchronicity_
_From the mass, He could specifically remember her vividly_
_As she begged to retain her title_
_A title she gave with lachrymosity_
_After which she dined and wined with shame_
_She tasted the sour lime_
_His mind tells him the story many a time_


_He felt the bad Aura in himself_
_Bad tidings,he envisaged_
_his heart was already melting_
_Her voice ubiquitously in him_
_He couldn't do anything to reverse that_
_He cried thinking that could make up_
_It didn't,he concluded_
_He knew he had hurt his maker_
_But he was still satisfied with his actions_


_Just as we sat we thought,_
_Our urge has turned to scourge_
_We aren't satisfied with this Louche_
_Deep within us we felt unpleasant_
_A great asset has been lost_
_Who could we tell?_
_The deed has been done_
_We knew it would hurt our maker_
_But satisfied we are, with our actions_


*@ am Usman*
*inspired to write,write to inspire*

been a while guys
Good to be home

YOU OWN THE WAY YOU THINK,

I associate not with everybody
 

And it shows not on my body

Leave it, let it lie

Because I am not everybody

I am me ,different from anybody

Am not everybody

LOOK BEFORE YOU LEAP......... An Advice

Sometimes People you think will 
save your ass might be the one  exposing it
While you go naked, you think  you are covered
They unclothed you, they surprise  you
Even when you trust them, they  disappoint you
When you think they got your  back, they let you go 
They prove you aren't worth it
They let you know your worth 
even without thinking of d  circumstances
All you think is that you got  someone
All you think is that they are your  solid support 
But note, It is all a fallacy 
They are so full of themselves
They think of themselves 
They don’t care if you are hurt
For they made themselves into  that